It has been relentless,
Days are countless,
Where I thought things would be magnificent,
All I yearn is the warmth of a serene place with a scent.
Shattered is the hope,
All I tried to do is cope.
It seems like the devastation has reached its limit,
Still being the notorious one seems legit.
Taking advantage of people has become the new business,
All I can do is ponder of people and how they meet their nemesis.
While everything seems perfect,
To dive deeper is a terrific dialect.
The more one tries to come out,
The more he is pulled into the deep clutches of the doubt.
How can a person then overcome obstacles,
Just to find himself bound with the shackles.
Looking at the peers and feeling complex,
According to scenarios where I could do nothing but to be in a state of perplex.
Everything around feels numb,
All I can do is expect the problems to succumb.
Feeling fatigue after all the ruthless pain,
Now every small bit reminds me of you and even the rain.
You told me it’s easy to move on When you held my hand,
But you failed to mention that one day I have to forget you as well as the place where to land.
Everything around looks bizarre And people are as edgy as a knife,
Why is that I have to crib and work the hell out for everything in my life.
Everyone shows no interest in my problems,
I do not demand any empathy or sympathy all I long for is the fulfillment of my dreams.
Its been a while since I introspected,
Drowning in my own thoughts as well as rectified.
Supporting everyone has been my priority,
whereas when it came to me no one stepped ahead .
It awed me to see how they neglected every glimpse of my desire,
As well as it broke my heart to see my dreams in flames of fire.
Almost lost the count of the days and the time is fleeting ,
Leaving me in a paralyzed state utmost all the grieves greeting.
Left devastated with all the dreams unfulfilled,
Along with the aspirations and opportunities killed.
Nothing comes easy to me in anyway,
And Even if it does then also it seems that it is snatched by fate in a day.
With every bit of the heart,
It feels something is pulling me away in a cart,
Far at a place where I could find my solace.